Dear sam

probably u guys have to face it, my constant changing of moods.
i drank, i threw up, alone, i didn't cry in front of ppl, i cried at home at half past four. i told edwin, i want to give up life, only because of these bullshit stuff. i dunno, i am not drunk, i am just tired. the tears, i feel so in depth that now nobody cares, about my tears, my sleepless nite. tomoro is another day, i want to watch life long sorrow, sammi cheung, i smoked, i hated it, i want to say goodbye to myself, to the sleepless nite, the tears. almost 5 now, what's gonna happen, what's gonna not, final and the only decison, be determined, u can absofuckinglutely make it.
tomoro, gonna be, another new day dear.